I feel really unsettled and uneasy, like something huge is going to go wrong at any minute.
Anonymous asked: okay, that first anon was out of line but come on. you are an attention seeker. and maybe the reason your friends don't text you each day saying nice things about you is because they don't have anything nice to say. it doesn't sound like you're doing anything to help yourself get better. you are lazy and want others to fix this 'illness' for you. it's not your...
“because she would have heard about it before me and I couldnt do it”
i might vomit. i am overcome with self loathing and am rolling around in bed in tears and its a little bit fucked that i did this to myself but i need to deal with it sooner or later
Anonymous asked: Well I personally think you're amazing, and if it were feasible I'd love to follow you around and say nice things to you all day just to see you smile. Chin up friend :)
Anonymous asked: what's your illness?
Anonymous asked: yeah, you must have it real fucking tough. get over yourself. you sound pathetic
I want someone to drag me out of bed every morning, and put me in the shower, and dress me, and feed me breakfast, and tell me lots of nice things to get me through the day, and even drive me everywhere. I want someone to look after me, and for people not to put pressure on me, and people to not make me feel like its my fault when it’s actually theirs, and people to not just tell me to cheer...
I WANT TO DIE
Listening to bright eyes in my dark cave. Not ready to face another week/even another day tomorow
mileysboobies: The whole “you only live once carpe diem” thing does not make me wanna live it up and have fun at all it makes me want to sit in a corner and do nothing because whats the point if we’re all gonna die at any time anywhere. This has been your daily dose of pessimissim.
I’m restless. Things are calling me away. My hair is being pulled by the stars...– Anaïs Nin (via sister-fucker)
Glee for Glia: Microglia and Memory →
gleeforglia: Morphological intricacy of neurons and glia in a mouse hippocampal organotypic slice. Credit to Dr. Chris Henstridge. Nobel laureate Mario Cappecchi was the first to show a neuro-immune connection in psychiatric diseases. In this provocative and very interesting study Williamson and…
Actual pity party happening right here
Don’t know how to talk to my boss objectively about how I feel without getting embarrassed. At home I can imagine what I will say without getting ashamed but when it comes to talking to someone over the phone who I don’t think understands, I have a feeling I won’t be able to get across what I want to say.