May 2012
You’re the best kept secret, rolling off my tongue, some say you’re as easy as they come and I say what a way for the ice to break
pro: just got next weeks roster and realised im now not working until friday night!
con: im working friday and saturday night
pro: im not going to have another drunk saturday night panic attack next week
con: i had one last night in town
…this is why we cant go nice places
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who-needs-context replied to your post: i hate
sweet don’t have to buy you any drinks tomorrow
haha you didnt have to anyways! im good enough at wasting money on myself ;)
i hate
when people waste money on me
lol @
telling my family i am home and not at uni when they get home because my tute was cancelled (just didnt get out of bed as mentioned before) and just getting an email from the tutor saying the tute was actually cancelled but he forgot to email us earlier. makes me feel a bit better haha.
also dont start work till 5.30 today! yay!
justifying
staying in bed and not going to uni AGAIN today because i will definitely just do the work when i get home, but then remembering at 1.45pm that its a bit hard to do group presentations at home when you dont message the other group members, that you need the final copy of your bioinformatics assignment to do your presentation and thats only on the uni computers, and that youre missing the health...
when youre
researching depression in regards to neuroinflammation and microglia for uni and remembering how 2 years ago your dad emailed you on your birthday telling you about your family history of depression. yeah that happened.
i feel like
im constantly having to prove myself in many so aspects in my life… uni, work, certain friendships. not just to myself, i can deal with that. expectations just seem to be rising from other people, expectations that are explicit, not just implied. then i have my own expectations as well.
im trying not to use the word overwhelmed, but i havent made up my study plan for the rest of semester...
well
thought the good uni news might help not make the bad news so bad, but apparently putting one extra thing on my plate to do by monday has just made me bed-ridden all day. fuck. i really need to do this.
