time stands still in the eye of the storm

are fucking insufferable.

i dont know how you expected me to jump at the chance of a booty call after i offered to drive you home from town, when i havent heard from you for ages. i simply dont want you anymore, learn to take no for a fucking answer. begging me for half an hour, when all i clearly want is to go to bed, is pathetic. fuck offfffff

I’m trying to remember the artwork of the guy I was sleeping with at the beginning of last year and I swear nothing can even come to mind. I feel bad now haha

feeling pretty sad and yuck and lonely.

i havent really thought ive missed my sister a great deal and i mostly am in my room by myself when im at home anyways, but i think her coming back will help me be less lonely. hopefully…

ive felt nauseous all day and didnt eat anything until 9pm, and even then i wasnt hungry. i still feel sick as fuck in my stomach and also have a disgusting head cold.

maybe going back to the gym will fix all my problems.

DAI: deoxyribonucleic acid-dependent activator of interferon regulatory factors

yeah ok ill remember that????

why i would even want to put myself through going into research in immunology but apparently i am crazy