a nervy b every time i go to open student mail incase im asked to jump through another million hoops and end up riddled with anxiety every minute of the day. i escaped for now…
in the uni library with the intention to study but i have no motivation. i still have five exams left (i just finished one an hour ago) but my urgency to study is waning because the end is just so near? ive been so stressed and negi lately that i told myself i was putting myself under too much pressure, so basically i convinced myself it was all in my head, and to stress less. so now i am...
Pain is important: how we evade it, how we succumb to it, how we deal with it,...– Audre Lorde (via corneille-noire)
100% supporter of staying in bed all day
Just had a dream inside a dream which freaked me the fuck out. I screamed what is wrong with you in the dream within a dream and then woke up shaking and crying in the dream and not knowing whether I screamed it in my sleep and there were other people in the room. THEN I woke up in real life and I don’t know whats real but there’s no one here. I don’t want fucked dreams anymore
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you end up crying at work for an hour and a half the other week and your boss agrees to only give you 2 shifts in the next week because youre too stressed, and you have panic attacks two weekends in a row, and you have a million uni assignments etc, and you tell a manager at work about all of the above… and then they call in sick because they are too stressed and you have to pick up their...
instead of doing the normal thing
and finishing off my 50 unit semester by having less and less stress as i finish exams and assessments for each respective subject, i am apparently going to start next semester’s project in a few weeks laaaaaal jordana always needs more on her plate
my day wasnt bad per say but was on the verge of another panic attack basically all day, constantly checking emails for replies, nausea, only some breathing difficulties etc then i decided fuck my gym ban, just got back from an hour and a half gym session and life is fucking sick and i feel awesome. i still feel nauseous so i will continue to not eat. time for neuro review, yew
Anonymous asked: you even look like a bitch. you are fucking scary looking. nice pointy nose
Anonymous asked: you are actually such a fucking bitch hey
Anonymous asked: you look like a fucking bug lol