sleep in new gym! uni work/relax hang with kirkby? cocktails with kaitlyn finnegans my best friend is camping all weekend and i wont see him for a week and a half :( miss him
i also had a pretty good night apart from that, haha
im not really sure
what i was thinking when i was alot more drunk a few hours ago and wrote myself a drunken note to read my diary posts re: evan when i got home from town. not really sure what i was thinking when i decided to read the whole thing, starting from fucking february ‘10 when i was BROKEN, which i think just hurt me a little bit more. mostly all i wrote in it was about things that haunted me and...
stop being DIFFICULT
at the irony in this situation! this is so funny. imagine if you started messaging me again. I AM GOING IN CIRCLES ANYWAYS ;)
kind of paranoid of people calling me heartless and selfish again, but i really do need to look after myself properly before trying to make others happy. i mean, i know i can control how i act, but i cant control how i deeply feel about certain things and people, even when i try to open myself to liking them, and i know it shows through. i hate using my history as an excuse, but it is now such a...
why do i put myself out there at least this is me taking initiative
know whether you want me to be your friend and talk to you like normal leave you alone even acknowledge that something happened the other night and act on it acknowledge something happened and let it go not a heaps big thing playing on my mind though. the other night i saw a part of a movie with two people kissing in the shower and i was like yeah, i would like that. but no ones face even...
Hoyts upgrades Charlestown cinemas
BY JAMES JOYCE 24 Sep, 2011 04:00 AM THE movie ticket-price war at Charlestown is here to stay with Hoyts signing a new 10-year lease on its existing premises and launching into renovations to bring its cinema into the digital age. Refurbishment work began this week on three of the multiplex’s six cinemas, Hoyts Charlestown and Erina location manager Michael King said yesterday. ...
good female friends is enjoyable. excited for friday night! boys who are not my friends are still gross. this is not going to change for a long time!
surgery in my dreams. weird stuff
stresses me out. i just want to watch ER. subconsiously not allowing myself to have holidays :(
my god. that name again
putting so many
old cds in my car. fun times! seeya XO
does it leave a taste in your mouth?
as i said, this week 3 years ago was one of the best times ive had. this week 2 years ago i was fucking depressed as shit and was getting worse. i made myself do fuckloads more uni work that first semester, partly because i thought everyone hated me and hence i didnt spend time with people, which ultimately made me more stressed and depressed. this is something i posted almost exactly 2 years ago...
still trying to
convince myself to be happy. still working-ish :) buuuuuuut sometimes i just want to be antisocial. like lock myself away in my room and not talk to anyone. its funny that i know what a majority of my problems with myself and other people stem from, but there is not much i can actually do about it. one massive violation of trust just changed me as a person, and even almost 2 years on, im only...
kinda selfish and ungrateful. TIME FOR BED XO
of missed opportunities. i suppose im not very good at being/staying friends with people. i guess im busy alot, but im not too busy to hang out with you. i probably would like to hold your hand again.