October 2011
man
i miss reece. things have changed so much.
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i just feel
so guilty all the time about everything. theres always something stopping me from being able to enjoy myself
i think its funny
that no one was surprised/everyone assumed that it already had happened.
i mean, its good too. no one is weirded out. yet. hahaha.
oh yeah
i have officially been single now for longer than my last relationship.
in the week following
the two year anniversary of my rape, i counted how many times the word ‘rape’ was brought up casually/as a joke. the total reached 22. its pretty disheartening. the person who was the main offendor of using the word was one of my close friends. he got almost 6 counts in one day.
i didnt tell anyone i was counting, or pull them up on it after they said it. but that shit needs to...
not
even interacting with anyone after work on a saturday night. everything hurts, especially my neck, i dont want to move. i dont even want to watch tv from my bed. i feel boring. someone come over and turn on my tv for me.
pirates on halloween
lol
Didn’t actually want a champagne shower, cunt!
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when
you do the whole group assignment for your group (2 other members) and email it to them to check over and see if they want to change anything, and then one week later they ask if ive submitted it… im like, bitch, you did not give me any feedback, so no i havent.
then i find out neither of them have actually read the finished assignment, even though it was emailed to them 6 days ago. its a...
weekly management meetings
yes, i did hear that correctly…
heaps want to see my friends tomorrow and drink...
but i just REALLY WANT TO DANCE!!! my friends dont like going out or having dfloors. wahhhh someone have a party tomorow for us
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we found love in a hopeless place
what the fuck, guys
i leave the house for 3 hours and you only give me 4 new pages of posts. disapointed lurker right here.
have my last full day of uni tomorow (9am-2pm haha), but if its like every other week except 2, i wont go to 9am nutrition. work in the PM. dont want to do my cunting molecular science assignment, but its my last assignment for the semester, so it would be better to get it out of the way. 3...
who-needs-context replied to your photo: SELFIES FO’EVER. post shower! obv look different…
Why is there so much Jordana on my dash? I’m confused but not complaining.
before and after shower selfies… I JUST LOVE LOOKING AT MYSELF OKAY ;)
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who thinks
i can do my molecular science assignment tonight while drunk?
i do
i know what my problem is
i wasnt listening to aussie hiphop??
thats better
actually
i feel pretty neglected by quite a few friends right now. i dont ever really demand attention, but it would be nice to be able to have people there for me. ha. the only type of attention coming my way right now is probably the wrong kind, but im still entertaining it. it doesnt help that i will not have a regular uni schedule, in which i usually see certain friends, yet i still have fuckloads of...
not reacting
not angry, just distancing myself so i dont GET angry in future. probs a bit angry now though.
dont want to be spiteful, but there are seemily better options coming up, and if youre planning on fucking with me/fucking me over, just be mature enough to let me know so i dont have to deal with you.
