i wanna block everyone out, so no one gets the chance to treat me like shit again. and i start letting people in but then stop them so they dont get too close. then i feel lonely, and miss being loved. i dont wanna kiss anyone or screw anyone because nothing will come of it and i cant be fucked making connections in my life complicated. i suppose hooking up is fun at the time, and good if im in...
its so sad losing something like that… i want things to settle
i half dont care about you,
and half hate you/love you/miss you/am angry/sad/disappointed/whatever with you. i guess im trying to block all the feelings out. the situation is just stupid, but i guess having exes in general is just stupid. duhhhhhhhh. dont even really know what to say. i havent really figured out if i want to be friends with you anymore. i miss you like hell, but it wont be the same again, and youre not the...
fuckin kiss me already