what the fuck. why even. so angry. just no. just want to get really angry and cry and punch shit and hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i dont know whether
to be sad or angry. being angry is less pathetic than being depressed. being angry is easier but i feel pretty hurt. and i would just hate to be one of those exes who is clingy and annoying, and i dont want to turn into one of those. thats why you need to tell me if you actually value our friendship, and actually want to spend time with me, or if you dont i can stop trying to make plans all the...
she tasted like salt and vinegar chips
you dont invite me round to smoke weed anymore
whats with that? i thought we were bros. i miss getting high blog ‘10 keep hearing all these songs that would be so much more amazing if i was high…
being heaps cute n shit after work RED HAIR HELLO
at first i wasnt offended
but that more that i think about it, i kindof am. one of my friends asked another friend if i was “eff buddies” with ben. at first it caught me off guard, and i thought it was funny, strange. like strange that he would even think that. i have hung out with him a few times over the past weeks, and he came over my house one night to watch tv, but nothing major. nothing more than...
hullo 2.30 in the morning
yes my night consisted of watching friday night lights and re-learning the rubix cube. when i first started talking to kyle on msn regularly in jan last year i was learning the rubix cube for the first time: FUN FACTZ. indian with worm and haircut and work tomorow! havent worked for three whole days and its kind of making me go nuts. ill go back tomorow feeling like i dont fit in and will be...
i have this strange rash thing
all over my legs and a bit on my arms and feet. there are patches of parts where it is worse. heaps strange and itchy. WHAT THE FUCK IS IT FROM! i want it to go away, i dont like being ~diseased~ tmi tuesday
Semen has antidepressant benefits
Bet you didn’t know that! I really must read that study though haha
Depression was the worst place of my life, I’m so scared of going back there. I don’t like being filled with hate and anger. I want to be filled with love. Why is it so hard?
Being surrounded by people who don’t respect me is awesome. I just want to love again and to be loved. I’m pretty fucking lonely.
KF fucking C
get in my belly