June 2010
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im all a muddle
filled with regret and relief. i want someone to shake this out of me. i have a monster inside of me. i want to be able to breathe easy and not be on the verge of an anxiety attack from minute to minute
fuck this shit
i am angry and sad and guilty and ashamed and full of rage. but i also just feel empty. i actually cannot stand this. where the fuck did you go? it wasnt meant to be like this. im a fucking coward though, because i havnt done any confronting, but itll have to happen soon. right now its just kind of like the calm before the storm, im preparing for the worst. im preparing to spiral down. i just want...
I just want to be full of love again.
ill have a stab in the dark here and guess this is about me?
lol i have this guy messaging me
putting smileys in every message, telling me i should see him on the weekend, asking to hang out after work, stuff like that. obviously giving me the impression that he wants to see me.
so he wants to see me after my shift tonight. asking finish times, “msg me when you finish” etc. so i do that… no answer. lol, not that im into him, only met him last weekend, also i offered to...
just listening to you me at six
Too bad that your lipsticks on, back seat of your best friends car, we were onto something here.
How fitting…
“this’ll be our little secret”
