January 2010
Can’t you be proud that I’m happy instead of trying to convince me that I’m not?
Angry
Today I had some things said to me by my boyfriend. They came out of no where. And they hurt. And they make me fucking angry. I hardly even want o talk about it.
Djshgsfshjfkshdhdh.
I don’t understand what us going on in your fucking head but you need to take a closer look before you jump to those fucking conclusions about me. A fucking year!? Fuck off and do not judge me about things...
I'm full of so much shame
It just fucking kills me. It still affects me so much. I feel so used. I can’t feel normal, I lost a piece of myself. I lost respect. I can’t talk to anyone about it, and if I get sad the first thing that comes out of their mouth is doctors. Just get the same bullshit. You make me feel so low, I wish you were fucking dead.
lone
no matter how good im doing; sometimes just one lonely night makes it feel like its falling apart. actually i was sad yesterday too. i want my wormalooooo. or just some form of contact.
i did watch sisterhood of the traveling pants 2 though; finally.
http://www.formspring.me/crayonaise →
Moneyyyy
I have quite alot more than usual right now! Part of me wants to save it, but I really think it’s time to get my hair done again, and I need some new heels. Seeing as I only wear one pair and they’re a teensy bit worn out as I go out a fair bit hahah. They’re so perfect though… Ahh well. Wednesday maybe hair then shopping :) or weekend! What else shall I buy????
Facebook
Not that it matters a great deal, but it annoys me to no end when people complain/disagree/whatever about the “in a complicated relationship” status on facebook. Like saying you can either be in or out of a relationship, not in between. Or that you’re basically telling the world about your love life problems or that you’re bragging about sleeping around. There are so many...
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alakazannah:
Me: Where’s your recipe for pesto? Mom: I don’t have a recipe for pesto… Me: Oh you just make it up? Mom: I’ve never made pesto… Me: Then what’s that green stuff you make that I hate… Mom: Tabouli?
dear god and everything that is holy someone get my foot out of my mouth SO GUESS WHAT I’VE NEVER HAD PESTO elsabette wins again
nooooope pesto sucks too! it stinks like dead...
i'm going to sell my ps2
rach-electric:
might get £50 for it. and all my games. might sell some of my clothes aswell </3
desperately need money for the BIG MOVE OUT. WAHHHHHHHH
house viewing next week :) 2 bed 2 bathrooms slap bang in the middle of harrogate. emma says it’s perfect!
i need to stop being so generous aswell. i lend people money alot, and i never get it back, a tonne of people owe me money and it all...
whoa shit
last wednesday i was working, after haydn and i finished up, at about 2.30am, we walked downstairs to the carpark and he showed me the underside of hoyts, aka pipes n shit. nothing special. i realised i had never really noticed downstairs, even though i’d been there so many times before. there’s some creepy doors and fence things that lead up to god knows where underground hoyts. there...
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will get my hair this black again soon,...
to-do list
gossip girl
grey’s anatomy season 2
grey’s anatomy season 3
24 season 1
sisterhood of the traveling pants 2
handle with care
breaking dawn
xmen quadrilogy
breaking dawn
er
csi:ny
i like my life :)
@kellycopterr
you were in my dream last night ahah!
very random, but you and kevin met me at this pub on christmas eve, and you had a piece of paper with my address on it cos you were looking for me. and you ran up and hugged me and were like “can you introduce me to robert pattinson !!!” and i was like yeah cool, cos apparently i was friends with him in the dream. and kevin was wearing all...
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been trying to get ahold of sisterhood of the...
had dvd borrowed from library, i worked that day and my sister took it back.
had dvd burnt from borrowed copy, wouldnt work in my laptop.
tried burnt dvd on dvd player, still wouldnt work.
these are my three attempts of trying to see this movie (obv not trying very hard), and today i received it as an early birthday present :)
it better work.
alexis bledel, yummmm
